Cycles

I looked at the sky and saw a rainbow
But it hasn't rained in weeks
Is it a sign of things finally coming to a halt
Or will I be back at the beginning of the mess

Roller coaster are fun, exciting, the rush
But what happens when you can't get off
The sky keeps swirling and I breathe in the clouds
Rule the world and instantly praying to drown

Stop talking about me! I can see your eyes scream!
I control you, bow down and obey..
Let's go shopping, forget your worries
Who was that and why won't she leave

Rarely do I appear in everyday life
This is becoming a habit, not my own
I am weakened, slowly disappearing
Because everyone likes her better

Unpilled tomorrow

I'm guilty of I don't know what
But it must have been bad
Because I can't shake the feeling
That my time is not my own
You take normal for granted
What I'd give to unpill myself
Living on borrowed time
Why else would my mind
Work so strongly against me
That it must be constantly
Sedated and manipulated

Unskipping Stone

A culmination of intrusions is what this life's become

Again disguised disgusted distinguished by the faulter

These things I see yelling fleeing smiling

Living in the now then future

Breathing the pollution of the past present

One day the scale will tip

I apologize ahead of time

Because clear enough I am in thought

That I fear the psychic abilities I acquired

Never ending ripple this stone that did not skip

Too heavy to play too plain to keep

With thorns that pierce unapologetically

Made of materials that do not add up

I sink you sigh 

Disregard what you don't understand

Not worth the energy to decipher