Cycles

I looked at the sky and saw a rainbow
But it hasn't rained in weeks
Is it a sign of things finally coming to a halt
Or will I be back at the beginning of the mess

Roller coaster are fun, exciting, the rush
But what happens when you can't get off
The sky keeps swirling and I breathe in the clouds
Rule the world and instantly praying to drown

Stop talking about me! I can see your eyes scream!
I control you, bow down and obey..
Let's go shopping, forget your worries
Who was that and why won't she leave

Rarely do I appear in everyday life
This is becoming a habit, not my own
I am weakened, slowly disappearing
Because everyone likes her better